It's funny how when I tell people I'm edge, they're all, 'what's that?' you explain all to them what it's all about and their like, 'oh my god, you freak' this has happend many a time to me, I don't understand what is so freaky about it? that I don't get off illegal substances and or drink alcohol to make myself more giddy? I don't need any of that shit to make me any better.
I've been edge pretty much my whole life, now people say 'you can't judge till you try' or 'shouldn't you have had a bad experiance to become edge?' to me, I don't think you need to try before you judge, I can see the results of what it does to people, and it's fucking disgusting, specially drugs, In High school, I use to hang out with the most stoner people ever, I am so surprised I never got into it, the time people would be smoking that shit around me and every time I got asked if I wanted a puff, I said No, I don't know if it was cause I didnt want to get in trouble, I think I was more scared, I was fearful of this drug, something you take that actually changes who you're. It's magical really, it cane change you into a completely different person.
Fuck drugs, I don't need that shit, nor alcohol, I see no attraction, at all. I see people drink, they get all tiddly, start acting really pathetic, attention seeking whores, girls start getting slutty and fucking anything that moves, they throw up, that everyone obviously will remember the next day to poke fun at you about, you coma out in a bush some where, if its a guy sweet the guys coma'd leave him alone, if your a girl and you coma out and wake up the next day not remembering anything from the night before, it's possible the girl could've been raped or something? seriously, why put yourself at such serious risk, also waking up, and having a huge hang over and not being able to concentrate the whole day, I just don't see any point, plus the waste of money, not my thing, I'd rather spend my money on the latest sims game or some shit. Not worth it.
People think I'm only doing this cause I'm underage of drinking and crap, so they are all 'ooh you're 18 next year, you can drink!' I'm all 'um, no lol, I am edge, till death' They think I am insane, but they can't see it from my side I suppose. I think I am pretty strong with saying no, with the experiance of being around people that have been completely off their faces stoned and so on, and I've always said no, and proudly say 'nah can't Im edge, but thanks anyway' their all 'what the fuck'
This is getting kinda repetitive, but I just have to get it out there, rant or whatever, I just have to put it out there that I'm not going to change for anyone just cause they think alcohol is their life or some shit.
edge' till i die.
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