do want

Watched The Hills last night, and Lauren was wearing this amazing Sailor check swanny jacket, I want this so bad, wish list wist list! I love the website coolspotters.com like you search a celebrity, and then it'll show you the exact thing they are wearing, what brand and so on, so excited to find more stuff!

Dear you

today, me and Zoe went to town, to get her nose pierced, I think I was more nervous than she was! she was brave as, and it was all over, I didn't watch, only cause I was freaking. Afterwards we went to Zippys! and got some hot chips and I got an amazing Strawberrie smoothie! it was too big, I couldn't finish it! anyway, went back home and did some cleaning, was a nice day. Too hot though, what else will summer bring us?

mushaboom

Devastated.

I had a dream, that I met, Robert Pattinson, it was amazing, well actually, I saw him walking long the street dressed as a girl, and I yelled out of the car saying, 'I KNOW IT'S YOU, YOU CAN'T GET AWAY WITH IT!' then like later on in the dream that I remember, we got photos taken of us, and then he took my phone and put his number onit. We were texting and such, then I remembered, oh shit! Hannah will wanna meet him, so I text her telling her to finish work early so she could come meet Rob, she came and just froze, she didn't even say hi to him or anything. Anyway, some girls found out he was around, and they all started hanging out with him, but I didn't care too much, only because I knew we were in love. But then this girl was lying on him and had her tits out, Rob was like, 'uhh wtf are these' cause her tits were real ugly, I told him they were like 8 year olds, even though they were like 16....anyway, I tried to con Rob into coming into my hotel room, I said 'My mum gave me a huge hotel room, and a king bed, it's way too big for me, so you could come stay' and he was all 'oh ok...nah I'll text you later'

then I woke up, I am so upset that this didn't actually happen, it really tears me apart :(

I swear

She is the only one that truly makes me happy. When I am down, she just appears in front of me, I love her unexpected jumps onto my bed and she comes up to me and head buts me while she purs loudly, it's so cute and loveable, I love her, I really do. My family have had her for over 8 years now, and when I first met her, she came onto my lap at the spca, I knew we had to take her, it was almost fate...will never stop loving her.Gypsy ♥

unexpected but expected

Hamilton was awesome, hung with Courtney, saw Twilight, saw Adam, Nicola, Jordan and got to stay with Andy, woops also met Tom Hogan, who was sweet. But um, I needed to hang out with someone desperatly, cause Courtney had a meeting, and the one person I thought would've actually wanted to hang with me, decided she didn't, mainly it's probs cause she's going out with my ex now, but how is that going to stop her wanting to hang with me? seriously....pretty pissed off that she was like that, but whatever, all hail the heart breaker.

click

why am I not acknowledged? by him...in particular.

falling for it

can't let it, it's harmless, but it could make me fall. I knew it, charmers are disgusting, you think you'll just talk to them normally, but then they get their flirt on, and it's almost no way out, I spot a smile on myself and think, 'oh nah, no this isn't real' I know it's the work of a charmer, but is there a point where you can control yourself not to get feelings? I am going to try, even though this particular person is in my head and in my dreams.

get out of my head please, I am very busy and important.

I'm not angry...just dissapointed

I woke up this morning, not feeling any better than I was last night. So I rang work straight away to call in sick, my boss said I had to work 2 hours only, even though I was calling in sick, so I said I'll have to try find a way into town first, so she said ring me back to let me know. I have a shower and get ready and so on, and my brother offers me a ride to work, I leave home get to work, and my boss says, "what are you doing here?" Kinda made me think, well, I am coming in to work for 2 hours, which I told her, then she tells me she rung someone else to cover for me, cause I didn't contact her to tell her if I could get a ride in or not...now is this my fault? 
I'm not sure, but she said she texted me and stuff telling me to ring back asap, but I just turned on my phones, and I have received no texts from her...so not sure what to think now.
I always have troubles when calling in sick, wish things were so much more flexible.
Ah well, not to worry, I am in the process of looking for a full time job, good luck to me!

brrr

So, it's summer of '09, hot weather, girls in bikinis and boys with no tops on! *_* (sounds like the start of a Girlfriend magazine, yuck) Haha, so yes it is, and I am amp'd for this kinda weather. I woke up this morning, with a killer sore throat and a blocked nose..ok so wait, it's summer..and I wake up with a cold..well that makes sense, and now I am annoyed. I am going to see how I am in the morning, to see if I am ok for work, Hate ringing up to call in sick though, feel as if I am going to get questioned why I am sick, or worse, get made to go in...ah well find out in the morning, gonna go watch Toy Story just to piss off Andy :)

why

why the fuck, why the fuck, WHY THE FUCKING FUCK, would you lie? when I am obviously going to find out the fucking truth. I confronted him, and I confronted you, both lies untill I told yous what the fuck I knew what was going on, you fucking whore and you bastard, it's not over yet is it?

I'd rather die than bleed

No, I did not forget your birthday, you forgot mine.

not quite ready

ok, so I deleted my 'misunderstanding' blog, because it was sort of bullshit, and that's all what diarys are really, just full of crap, but this time, I am going to be real. I may say I am not ready for a relationship, but I can't say that, cause well, when am I really going to know? I can't just decide then go find someone...whatever comes comes really, should really live by that. I suppose it's maybe cause I am afraid...

Hard Candy

saw this the other night, spectacular.

distant

well here we're again, just got back from a full on week. Was in Wellington for 4 days, then cancelled my bus, and went up to Napier for Comeback Kid, was brilliant, I then tripped back up to Rotorua with the lovely people of Auckland. We crashed at mine and went back up to Auckland for the other Comeback Kid show, it was great, met some new people, Jason and Luke, they were lovely. Over all, 9/10 week, I just wish I was more talkative...everyone is so nice without me knowing....

ages ago

Haven't written in my blog since christmas day! it wasn't that long ago, but still, for me not to blog is weird!

not much has happend since then, but I am currently in Wellington, hanging out with Simes, Adam and Fats. It's been real fun here, got to go to the zoo and see all the amazing animals, sand bear was my total fave, did get to see the lions, cheetahs and tigers, which were also so cute. Simes took me around town and Cuba street, which was so cool, went into a few shops, good lord, the clothes here are so different and I love it, I wish to live here to be honest. We went to Te Papa afterwards, that was interesting, got to see that giant collosal squid, was pretty gross in my opinion but spectacular!

other than that, we've just been chilling hanging around, which has been so much fun. I leave tonight at7:50 and get back at 3:24 in the morning, not looking forward to it ay. Cause I always get the feeling I'm gonna need to go to the toilet whilst being on the bus, and there isn't actually a toilet on the bus, so god, it's going to suck. Just got to keep calm and keep myself busy! 

New Years wasn't too brilliant, yeah I got to spend it with my best mates, but still...wasn't that exciting. But yeah, tomorrow I am off to Auckland for comeback kid on Friday, which is going to be BRILLIANT, can't wait.