Christmas Day

woke up way too early, and was sitting round for 4 hours waiting for my brothers to wake up so we could open our presents, I didn't get much this year, but it's ok, cause they're all so totally worth it. I got New Moon the sequel to Twilight, A $100 prezzy card which I can buy stuff online with, My favourite Purfume 'I love love', Chocolates, This nice facial wash, A dvd of Audrey Hepburn and this action figure of Sally from The Nightmare Before Christmas, such nice gifts, then Mum took some photos of me and my brothers...I have gained so much weight it's not funny...unless it was the way the scarf was tyed round my chest or the way my hair was...I do not look thin at all...anyway, good morning and can't wait to hang with the cousins later on (:

grow up

seriously, creating drama over sarcasm...is immature...you're obviously bored on your school holidays and have nothing else better to do...maybe go to the gym?

xhatex

lol.
so the night Cry Wolf played in Rotorua, and Jeremy was talking about how you shouldn't let your job take over your life, cause it's shit....from that night on it made me think about how I am with my job now...

when I wake up, I am constantly worrying I might be late for work.
when I am at work, I am worrying I will do something wrong and then I'll get in trouble.
when I leave work all I can think about is work the next day and how dreadful it's going to be.
before I go to sleep, I think, fuck I better not be tired for work tomorrow cause I don't want to get in trouble.
I decline hanging out with friends cause I say 'I have work tomorrow I can't' even if I'm working at 10 in the morning, it just doesn't seem like enough time for me to sleep so I can be ready for work the next morning.

I hate this feeling.

stuck

I have never been so glued to a book in my life, I literally made everything around me freeze, and the book is all I wanted, and after seeing the movie and reading the book, the way Bella talks about Edward and the things he says, make me almost melt into a hard jealousy, on how much I'd love that, I know it's fiction, but it's amazing a book at least can make you feel that way, I rate it 10/10 honestly, I cannot wait to see the movie in HD on the 26th :)

2008

has been a letdown, I have had fun hang times, seen some amazing bands, but when I think about it, I haven't really done anything at all...like nothing totally extravagant, I just worked most of the time....and I have nothing to show with the money I've earnt, cept for work clothes -_-

The year started as a mess, getting with a best friend wasn't too good, ruined the friendship completely. Was jobless and depressed for ages, then found another guy who I thought was cool, messed me around and was left for rejection, still jobless, then old friend of mine started getting close with me, and we ended up going out for 3 months, then he cheated on me, thought life was over, but then I got a job, and I was completely revamped, life was about to get better for me, it was only choice cause it gave me something to do, but now it takes up too much of my time, started going out with this other dude, he was seriously such a good guy, then he just ended it, on a silly exscuse....so I gave up on guys and that was in at least June, now December, haven't been with anyone, put off guys completely. My job is getting repeatative and It's making me feel shit, I need to get out of it, I lack commitment, but I need something new.

2008 was the loneliest year yet....

4 of 4 posts review of Auckland

my tragic graze.

After a hard night of trying to sleep with my sore shoulder me and Marms got up and left to go to town to meet Liv for breakfast, was nice seeing her again and I just had a fruit salad for breakfast, which was super average and not filling at all. Liv had to go to work so me and Marms just hung round town till Marcel finally woke up for us to go home! we ended up meeting up with Maddy and then Marcel finally arrived and we heaed off to Hamilton.

I fell asleep in the car, which was good. Then dropped off Marcel at his house, and then came to Johns to chill. John made this mean vegan curry and his potatos, mean as, so stoked on that feed. Then got some movies out, and now we're staying over here, cause Marms is way too tired to drive back home, sweet [:

so yeah, that was the weekend really! had an awesome time, hung with the most awesomest people ever ever ever, so stoked! [:

x

3 of 4 posts review of Auckland

Weeee, so it started with Luke waking up saying 'fuck it's 8:20' and his bus was leaving just after 9. So we all rushed and went and dropped him off, such a good dude man. Me, Kramer and Marms went to Bk for breakfast which was nice, I like hotcakes. We basically headed back to Kramers and I had a 3 hour sleep, was amazing, so glad I did that.

Then we left Kramers to go back into town, we had a bit of lunch, I had this spinach and feta ricotta roll, so good. Afterwards we went to the arcade, some strange as fuck games there man, but played some sweet mario games and shooting ones too.

Went down to the venue and basically hung around untill everyone arrived, it was so cold, sucked as. Heaps of people were turning up and the doors finally opened. Went in and watched a bit of Addison, was ok, not a fan, then A Cause To Unite played, from Aus, had a nice beat to it! then I went and sat on the stage to get my spot for A Day To Remember, man, don't think I've ever got so into it at a show ever, they were fucking amazing, so stoked! Then after was Acacia Strain, man they were so gangsta, for reals, they put on an amazing set, cept didn't like the spitting of water out of their mouths that much, anyway one of their brutal as songs started and people started head walking, I got walked on, on my shoulder and then fell over backwards, hurt my ass like fuck, then minutes later realised my shoulder was grazed like shit and was bleeding! so ruined my fun but ah well someone has my skin on their shoes now [:

afterwards just hung at the venue and Marms got some photos taken of the bands, I also got a wee snippet one of me and Acacia Strain with Kramer on the side hehehehe...fan girl, they were pretty like 'woah your shoulder, get some rug burn?' haha, anyway! awesome most fucking fantastic fucking night! amazing amazing.

x

2 of 4 posts review of Auckland.

Well, today started with me waking up on the concrete floor in The Studio, was actually comftable as, we all got up at about 10 and walked down to the metro to have breakfast, I got sushi but one bite made me wanna throw up, in which I did, which sucked. But ah well, after walked up to Real Groovy and met up with Joey Normal. 

Didn't do much in town cept for get our stuff from the studio and settle off to Bethels beach! was bit of a drive, but met Maddy at westcity mall first. Hung round there and I saw some kittys at the pet store, was totally stoked, then we were off to Bethels! we arrived...almost, had to walk up this little grass path....thought mean sweet, get up the top of this grass path, and WHAT THE FUCK, huge sand dunes! felt like I was in fucking Egypt! cept the sand was black, I didn't get photos of it, which sucked! cause my god, it was amazing, it took a while to walk over, which was so hot, and I was wearing my lee riders, not the fucking one. Walked over more and more and more sand finally saw the Lake, yeah I said beach but that was down the road more. The lake seemed real deep, I didn't swim, but sat on the sand with Joey and Kiana just chilling...well more getting burnt then anything. 

Kramer got his vegan cake from Yasmin which tasted soo good, so good on her! was choice. Everyone basically decided to leave, so we walked around the dunes in the nice kool water. Chilled outside then followed Maddy to her house, blarghh, her house is so so nice, and her dog Samson is so so cute. We all left there and crammed Yasmin in the back when there was only meant to be 3 in the back haha. 

We went to the venue where the show was, chilled out, then Me, Luke, Joey, Marms, Yasmin and Selena went to this vegeterian restruant, it was amazing, seriously, fish fingers...but made out of tofu and flavouring, it tasted JUST like fish fingers, I was amazed, also had some sweet and sour pork, deep fried tofu, rice and duck, I did not like the duck at all, but it was choice altogether, I would LOVE to go back. Anyway, we headed back to the venue and just hung round till the bands started.

Bands were sweet, really enjoyed Blackout and Cry Wolf, heard Kramers band 'Buzzkill' for the first time, their pretty sweet, got a bit of energy going on! show was sweet overal, saw Marcel so that was cool. 

then we left to come back to Kramers where I am now, and now getting told nasty things by Luke untill I turn the light off, which I won't be doing till I go to sleep [:

tomorrow, will be hanging around then A DAY TO REMEMBER! fucking excited.

love.

1 of 4 posts review of Auckland.

So it started with me waking up at 11:00 getting ready to go to Auckland, well had to wait till 3:30 for Luke to arrive, which seemed like fucking forever. But he arrived and we settled off for Auckland, was a good trip, didn't seem too long so that was GREAT. 

Went and met everyone down at this vegeterian cafe, it looked real good, but I was not in the mood to eat. Met Selena, Yasmin and others which was cool!  decided to go up to the venue on K'rd, 'Whammy Bar' we're staying in these Studio Apartments, it's real cool, just a bit empty room and bout 7 of us staying in here. 

Basically all just hung round till the show, I couldn't get in obviously cause I'm only 17 and it's r18. I was outside by myself for a wee while, freaked me out cause I was all, 'what's going on?' haha, but then Yasmin came out and went to nerd bar. Had a headache as, but got my chats on with Nick which I found out is 'Nails' hahah. 

Kramer, Dave and Marms came outta Whammy after A Day To Remember and said they were amazing, jealous much? ah well, get to see them on Saturday and I am so excited.

Now as I said previously we're in this studio apartment, having awesome times, me and Kramer cracked up at this look a like of Luke, which was awesome, I can't stop cracking up now just seeing the photo from Telly from the movie Kids, is amazing. They were creating these pimp'n rap songs, which was a laugh, ah well, I'll be off now, Bethels tomorrow and I will have another update at the end of the day [: