The year started as a mess, getting with a best friend wasn't too good, ruined the friendship completely. Was jobless and depressed for ages, then found another guy who I thought was cool, messed me around and was left for rejection, still jobless, then old friend of mine started getting close with me, and we ended up going out for 3 months, then he cheated on me, thought life was over, but then I got a job, and I was completely revamped, life was about to get better for me, it was only choice cause it gave me something to do, but now it takes up too much of my time, started going out with this other dude, he was seriously such a good guy, then he just ended it, on a silly exscuse....so I gave up on guys and that was in at least June, now December, haven't been with anyone, put off guys completely. My job is getting repeatative and It's making me feel shit, I need to get out of it, I lack commitment, but I need something new.
2008 was the loneliest year yet....
