lol.
so the night Cry Wolf played in Rotorua, and Jeremy was talking about how you shouldn't let your job take over your life, cause it's shit....from that night on it made me think about how I am with my job now...
when I wake up, I am constantly worrying I might be late for work.
when I am at work, I am worrying I will do something wrong and then I'll get in trouble.
when I leave work all I can think about is work the next day and how dreadful it's going to be.
before I go to sleep, I think, fuck I better not be tired for work tomorrow cause I don't want to get in trouble.
I decline hanging out with friends cause I say 'I have work tomorrow I can't' even if I'm working at 10 in the morning, it just doesn't seem like enough time for me to sleep so I can be ready for work the next morning.
I hate this feeling.
